Eritros Kenon
The agonizing silence of a man
Begging a corpse for permission to exist
A red-shift receding into the absolute vacuum
A praseodymium weave within an uvarovite crater
Here, the nerve-architecture shatters
Refracted into light through dioptase
Cinnabar silk lines the fractured vault of cuprite
Where the ghost of a pulse ignites in the crocoite’s vein
This is the geometry of longing: a red frost of realgar
A sun bleeding through glass, forever out of reach
You'll never be clean
Rotten children don't deserve heaven
Sanctified by sin, I let you pull me in
No angels, no saints, only skin to skin
Erythrite blooms, the terminal salt of the veins
A geometry of absence, a beautiful famine
Rhodium-threaded, the Padmarashka’s ghost
A lattice of proustite, light-starved and deep
In the tantalum stillness, where rare earths are lost
The painite’s red ache as gems in a needle crown
The debt of light is paid in the currency of the blind
A slow, dry surrender to the winter of thought
The precise, cold constellations of a sky that never knew my face
I searched for a soul in that iris and found only a clinical light
The kind that illuminates the wound but refuses to heal the bite
Your gaze is a lighthouse on a coast that does not exist
Guiding my ship to a wreck I was never supposed to resist